Monday, September 7, 2009
man i love college
As for cute boys, Iam happily taken but there are certainly cuties here!
i have classes from 9-1050 monday and friday, tues/thurs ihave classes from 11-145 and wednesday i have classes from 9-1050 and then another 50 min class at 110 till 2.
IMY all (well except u amy cuz i see u every day hahah)
XOXO
J
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Senior Year
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
COLLEGE
ok so im in my nature of story class and the professor is telling stories andi have no idea what is goin on, so im half paying attention...
I miss you guys, shea is a senior YAY, and today is her first day of that epic year...
Amy and I have been having fun chillin with everyone, and I miss you sarah and maggs.
My roomie is awesome and i love her to death, she's soo much like me but a little less crazy..
ttyl
XOXO
J
Thursday, August 13, 2009
college/camping
im also sooooo excited for school i finally have roomates....2 of them....ones name is julie and shes from mass the others javon and shes from vermont
im so excited i love you guys
love always
~Sarah~
xoxo
count me out
But things are good here, enjoying my last 15 days of freedom, or rather non-freedom, well maybe i should say summer, haha. I can't wait to go to orono, im so excited.
So guys cells good txt me anytime
XOXO
J
Sunday, August 9, 2009
as most of you guys know im never home i work 30plus hours everyweek, so that is part of the reason i dont post and there is a another reason that only some of you know. i dont know if i should share why or not.
i dont know what to say besides everything is good in my life and im quite content with everything thats going on and who is in my life at this point.
last night i went to this girl named katrinas house for a bonfire with dan and foley, that was pretty fun kinda weird and awkwardd it was funny to watch katrina and foley interact lol.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
camping!!!!
me again lol it seems to just be me and shea right now
i looked up some campgrounds in north conway and i found one thats really nice and pretty cheap and its close to the shops....not that we will ahve money for shopping but window shopping cant hurt lol.
http://easternslopecamping.com/
thats the link check it out please
Perfect Day
I now have two enormous, beautiful bumps/bruises on either leg. I’ll rewind a bit.
So today Liz, Greg, Joe and I decided to go to the mall. After the mall we decided to go to the Old Port, and hung out for a bit exploring the shops, getting Coldstone, etc.Then we randomly caught a ferry to Peak’s Island and rented bicycles and biked the entire island. It was gorgeous and riding by as the sun beamed down on the crystal waters was the true kodak moment of summer. Then, when we went to get back onto the ferry to get back to the Old Port, I tripped going up the steps, and now have two HUGE bumps on both legs, and preseason starts in less than 10 days. I am not complaining because the day was perfect, but…
Oh, we also stopped Smiling Hill Farm. I have so many childhood memories of going there and feeding the goats and cows and buying their infamous chocolate milk and feeding the ducks out on the picture perfect pond. It was a day well spent that’s for sure, even if I know have four knees…
Sincerely,
Shea
p.s. Yes, I definitely would love to go camping, I am worried that soccer might interfere, but it might not. I am CROSSING my fingers!
Friday, August 7, 2009
shea.....it totally counts.....lol love you
next order of business we really do need to do something for the clique i know there has been a lot of discussion but im feeling something cheap.....and a camping trip at a small campground maybe in like new hampshire near north conway perhaps could be something to lookinto but we have to do it soon becasue we are leaving soon.
maybe a week day thing like wednesday thursday friday that may be easier to get off then a weekend....and im thinking 19th 20th 21st?? please everyone read this and i can look up some prices and things and see if we can do it.
love you
always
sarah
xoxoxo
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Everyday is a winding road
So, I was with Amy and Sara last night, and I gave Amy all the info, so SHE BETTER POST SOMETHING SOON.
I completely agree about Emmanuel, Sarah. I loved it. It was very small, but right in the heart of Boston. As for Brandeis, I was not a big fan. As for a certain boy, IT DID NOT COUNT! haha! I am the same in the boy area, no boys, but hey no complaints. I've always enjoyed independence, if something comes along that's right, then who knows.
I was so upset when I found out about the whole Marie thing, but I know she will visit often and we won't be seeing the last of her.
I definitely looking forward to senior year. I like it. We've had some work our sessions for soccer (without the coaches, the seniors are running it) and I like that the younger girls can approach me and talk to me without feeling like I'll be mean or scary. Then again, I'm 5'3" so it's really not an intimidation factor!
Today I've been finishing up a lot of AP work with Rachael, so hopefully that will be out of the way soon.
Amy, Sara and I are going camping soon which is fun, and Amy and I definitelty agree that we need to do a big clique trip/something before the summer is over.
I love you all,
Shea
Monday, August 3, 2009
hey cuties
Maggie We love you and im so sorry about your oma but like you said no more pain so its going to be ok and you will see her again :) and a boy oo la la :) i cant wait to hear the juicy details
Shea you can come in my suitcase....nick (first kiss boy?) thats fun. Emmanuel college is so nice its small but its so nice.
Jenna congrats girl on the year and a hlaf and the fall i am very proud to call you one of my besties :)
Everyone as i meantioned before amy is only MIA because she doeant know the password and the email i have it saveed so i dont know it either.....perhaps someone could send the password and email to her in a facebook message then she would write....
me.... not a lot two jobs almost paid off speeding ticket no boys...but i helped marie moved back to massachusetts last night. She will be there all next year. it was a little rough. thats kinda it same old boring likfe filled with tons of working.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
August Rush
Junior, 1 1/2, summer, college, random
And this bit about the guy named junior, is kinda funny, lol. He is my parents friend's nephew, he's 20, not a bad looking guy, very nice, has good job, is fun to be around, and he can water ski. lol which may not sound amazing but to me it is, since i tried water skiing the other day and all i accomplished was getting a shitload of water up my nose. GAH.
Oh yesterday was mine and corey's year and a half anniversary, WOW, is all i can say, i didn't think we'd make it this far a few weeks ago, but here we are, still in love. lol. i made him take me to see 2 movies the other day, haha, we saw The Ugly Truth, and My Sister's Keeper. Both good, although i was yelling at the end of My Sister's Keeper because they changed the ending!!! Seriously who does that???? But The Ugly Truth was really good and my favorite.
So amy, are you almost ready for orono??? 26 days bby!! Gah i am so excited for college, i can not wait to be away from home, (who know how long that feeling will last lol) and be on my own. I am a bit irked that i have to pay for my own cell phone (which the number incaseu didn't get it, is 207-608-1021). I love my new phone tho, its all touch screen and its called the Samsung Eternity. Yay me, lol.
So on Thursday i had a total Jenna-moment...i was riding my bike to boy scout island (which is a beach in Limerick) to meet up with Marlee cuz we were gonna go and see the fire works at OOB, and met her on the way so we headed back down to Whitely beach and i was going along just fine, down the hill when all of a sudden i flew head over heels OVER the handle bars of the bike and was flung onto the ground, which was all soft and grassy so not that bad....lol. Apparently my towel had gotten stuck in the tire and caused this digger to happen, every one who was at the Pond saw, and it was hilarious. Yep im fine, a little sore on my left shoulder but i've had worse (7 stiches anyone???)
So thats all for now, ily lots
XOXOX
J
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Philly
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
coool
Monday, July 27, 2009
early
totally agree about the college thing dorm decorating will definatly be the best and ahveing a fresh start and getting to become a new person is really exciting I cant wait for college i just got my class scheduale the other day and found out im going to be working with the kids right in my first semester!!!! I cant wait. I also brought my parents to see champlain becasue they hadn't and they loved it everything about it the cirriculum the town everything. Best part is i met with the person about traveling abroad (get ready to be jealous shea :P) the second semester of my junior year i might be going to the champlain college campus in dublin, Ireland!!!! Im so excited about college!
However everything is starting to hit me.....like how much im going to miss my cheerleaders in the fall and friday night football games and homecoming. And winter ball and winter carnival and even teachers and even good ole massabesic high school. And obviously you guys and my parents. Even though we will all ahve new friends and we will and we willl never not have each other its going to be weird to know i cant just say hey im sleeping over your house this weekend lets do something fun . Or our random trips to WHOP.
So its almost 8 in the morning and i ahve a doctors appointment then im working today.....yuck lol but working to jobs sucks but im makin bank kids lol
p.s. amy doesnt remember the password or the email address to this and i have it saved so i dont know it either so it might be beneficial for someone that remebers it to facebook it to her and we should probably check on magie lol
that should be it for the day love you ladies :)
love always
~Sarah~
xoxo
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Summer Nights
Thursday, July 16, 2009
I write
So today was fun...mall with the peeps
so im really bored and not much has been going on in my life except like a little boy drama that is tres hard to explain so i won't do it via blog, lol.
So pumped for college, less than a month and a half left!!!
I can't wait to have fun and study hard but feel the real freedom of being an adult :D
because according to foley my parents treat me like im 12, YAY me!!
K so im gay and thats all for now!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
no one is wrting
thats it
love you
love always
~Sarah~
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
sorrryyyy
Wow jenna that was great advice and a really great essayI would post mine for shea too but she read it at my house on the day of graduation.
and sorry for not posting i checked everyday after my last post everyday for like 3 days and there was nothing then i just forgot so i promise i will do good at this its a bookmark on my computer.
ok sooooo nothing to exciting in my life. Yesterday was my court date. And i am the luckiest girl in the world and let me tell you praying works kids becasue my mom and i were sitting in that court room praying hard. Which paid off becasue my criminal speeding ticket got filed!!! meaning i ahve a clean drving record i dont lose my license and my insurance doesnt go up. I did have to pay $400 but i can deall with that. so call me we can hang now that ican actually drive. Except that im working like crazy now because i have two jobs....i work at target on wednesdays and sundays and i work at cinemagic every other day.
Idk anything else that i can talk about its been raining for our whole damn vacation and that sucks. But oh well lots of lovee girls
Love Always
~Sarah~
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
my college essay
xoxxo
here it is....
“You can either run from it, or learn from it…Oh yes the past can hurt.” ~Rafiki
My biological mother led a turbulent life of partying and all that goes with it. In the eight years I lived with her she was in and out of rehab four times.
When my mother “went out” she left us with a baby sitter. It was the same person for a while, until my mom said that she and that person were not longer on friendly terms. Her friendships with people didn’t last more than a few months, some a couple of years; but, mostly they lost touch or things ended for one reason or another. The men also came and went in a similar fashion. I didn’t think much of it then, because, well I was little. Thinking back as a teenager I realize that scares me.
Her relationships with people in and outside of her family were affected by her psychological problems. Among them; Bi-polar, ADD, ADHD, addictive personality, addiction to substances. I am so afraid of being like her, in her faults. I will never touch drugs, because I’ve seen first hand how they can ruin your life.
I know that I have an addictive personality myself, but I get addicted to things like horses, reading, writing, hanging out with friends, learning new things, etc. I’ve turned her biggest fault into my biggest strength. I am also very paranoid about losing the people that are closest to me, because I do not want to be someone that has different people in her life, year in and year out. I don’t want to have a new best friend or boyfriend every few months. I’ve become goal oriented, I want to be a successful, happy person. Someone who actually wants to go to her job everyday. I have a passion for living and learning that I know my mom never had. I plan to live life to it’s fullest and remember it.
I tend to put up a wall with 98% of people I meet. I do not get overly emotional about most things, because during my child hood I was taught that to cry is a weakness. I am not weak. I have become more mentally tough in dealing with things because of this. At the same time I have a hard time expressing my feelings to other people, because I do not want to be vulnerable.
Your past affects you everyday. We all have regrets, things we can not change. It’s not really the past that makes you who you are; it’s the way you handle the past and mold your present. My mother’s mistakes are not my own. I am my own person with my own mistakes to make. I will take those weaknesses and make them my strengths.
My past will not define who I am. “You can either run from it, or learn from it.” I, am learning.
XOXOXO
J
shea im glad you had a great trip and birthday. And you did ask for advice so here it is:
>Don't be afraid to take a chance and risk everything for what you want and what you believe in
>Don't be afraid to fall in love, and if you do fall in love don't hold back, you may fall flat on you face(heart) but when you look back on it it WILL be worth it
>Do your best in school and choose a college because YOU want to go there, not because anyone else wants you to go there, but also be open to others opinions and don't trash a school (ahem UMO) because ur rents went there or because its a state college, lol
>When writing your college essay write something original but something that actually means a lot to you, make it personal, its the college's way of getting to know you before they meet you, or finding out something they may not find out in an interview.
>Be a role model, to the young the old and the inbetween, i know your one of mine
>Laugh a lot, it keeps you young
>Love many trust few
>Be you, i think ur pretty amazing as it is...
XOXOXOX
XOXOX
J
Friday, July 3, 2009
Catching up
Firstly, the cruise was a blast and we met so many cool people. We (meaning my friends Abbie, Katherine and myself) met two guys who live just north of us who just graduated high school. They were really cool and fun to hang out with. We also met a guy who works for obama (I almost died of excitement) and a family who loves near my relatives. There was so much to do and so many cool shows (comedy, magic, dancing singing, talent) to name a few and we were always swimming and lounging in the hot tub. At night, we would dance under the stars and it was all so perfect.
Bermuda was fantastic. All of the houses were painted pastel colors and everyone drove a moped. We got from place to place on pink buses that drove very fast and crazy, and I got a shirt that said I survived the buses! The first day we swam at snorkel cove, and the next day we drove around the islands and explored the crystal caves. The last day we went to the shops and Rachel, the adults and I went to Horse Shoe bay where the water was warm and green and there were cliffs in the ocean! The people were so nice and I got to sit next to some locals on the bus.
Also, my seventeenth birthday was on Thursday! I really can't believe it! I know you've all experienced 17 years, so an advice? My parents and I went to Boston for the day (as is tradition) and I went to the museum of science. Yes, I am a geek, I know, I know. We took the train and went out to dinner afterwards. When I came home I got an iPod touch, a new camera, and some other little things!
Oh, I also have a job now. I babysit for 4 kids three times a week. I know it may not seem like a real job but it's a lot of work and I get paid really well (no taxes),
I'm going on colleges visits soon... I really can't believe this!
Ok, I have written enough!
Sincerely,
Shea
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
sleep over :)
its sarah and amy.....we just woke up.....well I did amy is pissed off because its 8:32 and she shouldnt be awake.....but it started thundering this morning at like 7 so unfortunatly for her ive been up lol. so nothing really cool has happened to me yesterday maggie locked her keys in her car at old navy and walked to target for my help hoping i was working. I was. Then amy came to help her and got pulled over on the way hahaha but i will save them something to write in their posts. Except that clearly jenna and I are the only ones with no real life so we are on here almost everyday....Go Us!!! And today i believe the plan is food and movies yay sarah and amy. Thats it
so ta ta for now
love always
~Sarah~
xoxoxo
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
i've cried a river
So my granma is doing good, she had stints put in her arteries to help the blood flow, basically her only problem is that she is super obese, and if she would just loose like 50lbs things would be soo much better, but i don't think she really cares, shes at seal rock, where maggles works for a little while, while she recovers.
So lets talk life (in the words of sarah)
i broke up with corey today, for many reasons, and something that will come as no shock to you guys, we got back together, but it wasn't one of those break ups where you break up and the 5 seconds later your dating again, it was one of those, where you talk for like 3+ hours, and finally figure out what you want, at least for now. I think our biggest problem is that we want to be together like forever, or what ever, but he especially is worried that when he is like 30 or whatever that he's going to feel like he never experienced life or what not, and he doesn't want that, but at the same time we are both scared that if we take a break, or decide to see other people for a while that we'll lose each other, for good, because of the possibility that one or both of us couldn't get past what may have happened during out "break". Life's complicated and we all know that this relationship definitely is, but we also know that i love this boy with everything that i have.
to be honest guys, i'm so scared of next year, i'm scared that i'm going to get hurt, that corey might meet someone else, or hey i'm even scared that i might meet someone else and really hurt corey, and i never want to hurt him...:( gah im like still crying, why am i suck an emo train wreck, lol :D. Life is soo complicated, but at the same time it's so simple, maybe its the fact that life is soo simple that makes it complicated, like door that your supposed to pull, but you push them anyways????
So anywho, onto a much happier subject, amy and i had orientation last weekend and we had a blast, amy got stalked by none other than the infamous "i-love-you-boy" Curtis Moultan... greesh he is soo sketchy, it wasn't even like he was following us around and like participating in our "activities" he would just stand there and not say anything, he was just a creeper....poor ames as if she doesn't have enough to deal with. hahaa
So shea i hope you had an amazing time outside of America, and in the Bahamas, i know it's soo nice there and hey you probably got to miss a huge amount of rain that came a'tumblin down in good ol maine. they say if u wait 5 minutes the weather will change, well this si the longest 5 min ever. lol
so i love y'all
XOXOXOXOXO
J
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
so im reading the book and im writing in the book i can totally do this everyday ish i swear. Jenna im really sorry about your grandmother keep us updated girl i will be praying for her and you. and maggies right!! (sorry in advance shea) we graduated bitches!!!! no more massabesic....as sad at it is its kind of cool at the same time. 10 things we are never going to miss lol. And shea girl senior year is one of the best no lie you will have so many memories and so mmuch fun rock massabesic girl and go out with a bang :)
so lets talk life....ill start from the less exciting for you guys and work up tothe still minorly boring becasue my life isnt that cool lol. Evan is coming to maine in a week and 5 days which is really cool and i cant wait for you guys to meet him.
Shea my home girl you better be having fun in bermuda im so jealous lol we will be requiring lots of details when you get back
soooo this week has been fun ive been sleeping late and enjoying summer until my work schedule picks up and i ahve to work 24/7 me and guinevere had a girls day which was super adorable and ive been to the mall and the movies i wish this could be my summer forever lol
last but not least im finally a big girl with a checking account a debit card and a credit card....its cool lol
so i promise to read and write more lover you forever
love always
~sarah~
xoxoxo
Thursday, June 18, 2009
shiz
here it goes
yesterday and the sleep over was super fun....but im still mad at amy that she is going to go and get her belly button done without me, grr to you!!! lol jk ily.
my grandma went into the hospital tuesday, no idea when, and we had no idea what was wrong with, and then i just found out this morning that 90% of i think her coronary artery, or on of her arteries in her heart is blocked. I have no idea exactly what this means (thanks AP Bio) but i know that it is not all bubble gum and lollipops, and i also know, that my grandmother is in general not a very heathy person, she has diabetes and is very much over weight, plus she has all kinds of of other medical things wrong with her, and idk, she could die from this. This is my grandmother that i have known since i was a wee little lass, idk what im going to do if something happens to her, honestly i don't, and i know it sounds cliche because everyone has to dies and whatever, and she is my gandmother, but she's not even that old, i think she may be 60 something, and her mother is still alive and kicking!
So anyways i just needed to vent and update y'all
xoxo
J
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Saturday, June 6, 2009
all things bright and beautiful
So yesterday was super fun, hung out wif you guys (minus shea)....and shea, just to catch you up, heres the fastplay had to jump in the car, maggie almost killed us trying to avoid hitting a squirrl, dogs tried to attack us when we got to the mall, we snuck food for maggie because she spent all her moolah at H&M, dogs tried to attak us on our way inbto the car again, diiiirrrtttyy, is our new word haha.
I can't wait for the beach tomorrow and monday!!! yay, we gonna have fun the the sun
XOXO
J
Recitals!!
I hope this pink shows up on the background.
alright so here it goes im finaly posting and this is really super chill and it will be so nice next year when we are in college and we can stay in touch.
ok so this is my recital weekend....ive been crazy with rehearsals all week and this is the final show. Last night was good i did so horrible but it was fun. Hopefully i i will do better tonight...
im also 18 now yay me shea is the only baby now :)
i dont really ahve very much more to say i ahve to get baack in the swing of the book writing thing but iwill
Love always
Sarah
xoxoxo
Let's begin...
Thursday, June 4, 2009
end of school, beginning of colors
I've made a list of things that i want to do, but i don't feel like going to get it.
Coreys jaw is not broken apparently, so yay corey.
lame post but thats all for now
XOXO
J
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
boy troubles!
as you all know i have been juggling 2 boysss it is not as easy or as fun as it seems. i'm confused and stressed out because i have to one but i dont know who to pick. i like them both and i dont know which one to pickk i have tried everything to decide. I like kyle and i have liked kyle a long long time but i also think dan is cute and sweet. as you all know i will be leaving for college in a few months ( so will everyone but shea lol). so i dont know what to do but i just want to have fun this summer with or without eiter of these boysss
i'm scared to leave high school but at the sametime i'm soooo pumpeddd its not even funnyyy. i will cry a lott at grad and pro grad and marching practiceeee and all the timeeee.
i think i did reallyy bad on my math finallll
love you alll
amyyyyy
Thursday, May 28, 2009
So basically this is our book from last year, that has just gone the way of cyber space, and gone green to save on postage and trees (your welcome butter and CB)
So as you all know we are heading off in different directions next year (well except for me and amy lol)
Congratulations Sarah on going to Champlain
Congratulations Maggie On going to St. Joe's
COngratulations Ames on Orono
And COngrats Shea on YOU SENIOR YEAR!!!!!!
So any who lets make this a real journal entry, so you guys know what i've been doing.
Basically my life the past few weeks as revolved around lacrosse, and rebeling against my parents. Well im stil doing lax but im done rebelling because well it takes too much energy and it gets you NO WHERE!!!!!
Prom was a blast, you guys all looked soo pretty, no scratch that you all looked AMAZING!!!! times a bijillion.Ames ur butt looked amazing with ur dress (and no i do not want to be your lezzie lover), Sarah, you look stunning in the hott pink, Shea, too cute inthe strapless bubbley dress, and Mags, adorable in your chic black evening gown. lol
I also had a bunch of fun with me newer friends, (cuz you guys are the oldies, but you are still the clique so i love u tons and bunches) Sam P, Sam C, Cazz, and tha boyzzz (yeah even that oldd boy corey, gotta love him to eh?)
I can't wait for graduation but i will be soo sad that i will never see some of the peeps again, and some of them i never want to see again, lol. K peace out
Oh and one rule for the positing of evtries, you have to put it in your color, in case you forgot, here it is:
Jenna
Amy
Sarah
Shea
Maggie
XOXOXOX
Jenna